Nebraska Jobs
Okay, remember that thing about the intervention? Where my close friends and family locked me up in a room with them and they demanded that I finally get a proper job? Well, they apparently meant that I should start looking RIGHT NOW. So here I am sifting through the swimming letters of what looked like hundreds of adverts for Nebraska jobs – both full-time and part-time – and I wonder how, exactly, I’m supposed to pick out of these. I meant I know that Nebraska jobs aren’t all that bad, but I can’t help but feel that in pick any one of these Nebraska jobs, I am setting myself up for that which I am currently dreading: a career path.
Granted, there’s nothing wrong with having a career path. But what many don’t understand is that it’s ME they’re talking about. I can’t have Nebraska jobs without finding myself being sucked in and sucked into it for a long time, likely forever. Because no matter how much I would hate any of the Nebraska jobs that I might have, I WILL get comfortable (even in the complaining about them) and will be unable to take the steps towards another path without a not-so-gentle push.
I don’t know how to tell them that I don’t want to get any Nebraska jobs yet, because I want to know what I want first.